I’ve been 6 months a senior now, and despite my animosity towards school things haven’t been going too badly. My grades have been surprisingly good, and I like my teachers. Most of them seem to have some sense of altruism . Band has been okay. We have an affluence of new players this year, which is usually a good thing, but some of them have been frustrating to deal with. On the bright side though, I’ve grown more adroit with the trombone and reading music. I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that I’m a senior, and I’m 18. When I was a freshman I used to aggrandize the position of my seniors in marching band so much. I looked up to them, and it’s hard to think that I might play that same role now for my underclassmen. I have an affinity for helping others, so I’d like to believe that I am important to at least one of them. Although I am certainly glad to be a senior, I am also scared for my future, so I suppose that makes whether being a senior is a good thing or not ...